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Thursday, February 21, 2013

Checkerboard reality!

I am tiresome, I know it!

Well, luckily for me and you, you can choose to leave my forum and find another better and less cynic one, if you get too much of me – I get too much of me sometimes. One thing I get really tired of are the inner feelings I get of “this is not how it was or is”, when I read the so-called accepted history of Earth, Tara and Gaia on the Internet. Quite a lot have taken the Voyager material as face value, and a lot of it I can relate to, or if I get a vision and I do not know what to do with it, I use the material as a dictionary, but the story of our beginning, the wars etc. – well this is where the “hmmm this is not how I feel it should be” arises. I cannot explain it and this is the tiresome part; why is it so impossible for me just to trust the authorities at hand?

I might compare it with that my angle is from the ones being in the wars, and the angle of Voyagers are the one written down from a certain perspective, or wish of creating a detailed narrative for a reason of the war. I, as the participant, have only seen what was within my range of consciousness and what I was and am able to understand, hence when I remember Tara, and the areas I still connect to, I see things relating to my template of consciousness and what I am able to perceive by being in sync with it. And in my work of remembering, integrating the memories and alter my consciousness accordingly in order to get out, when I leave this EM bio-field body, I only see part of reality related to my perspective and my development; i.e. what I choose as the most important things to see following my evolutionary road of creation. Each and one of us create our own path of evolution and what we want to specialize in.

The first quarter - I know it is not over yet, but the trend of the collective consciousness field (CCF) is clear, so in many aspects the first quarter is over – and what I tried to hold back I cannot any longer. The first quarter was agreed to be a quarter where we let the energy of the other side pour in and a lot of beings came and joined us in the new to come. And then all we could do was to wait and see how humanity as a whole would react.

The hands of policy of the GA, and the restricted stories, channeling and what could or could not be brought forth is over and now the real work begins, and clearly I am not through with the whole polarity thing – well it is difficult to be, because the areas far up in density are polarized, so naturally I am still in this way of seeing things and it is still my perspective on things. As I said in the post on Grid Reports the next five years are the ones we have to make the most important five years of our lives; after 2017 the Grid stabilizes on what level CCF have reached and so does our individual fields of energy.

Before the lift of the RL and the opening in and out of Earth, it was a very clear cut reality; most of it were in the hands of the fallen ones (FA in general, many factions, many different beings) and now new players are on the table. Today I saw tourists!!! Yes, tourists from other reality fields wanting to experience how it is to be so limited? Seriously? And I saw energy suckers from other areas than Earth coming here to prey (funny how pray and prey are almost alike in spelling) on the last generation of unknowing pawns in this area of reality.

The good news was as I sat in the train, that the ones gathering around me were old soldiers from Tara, sitting there to protect me (funny enough all three of them were dressed in army green). That felt really nice, considering the loneliness I tend to feel as you can read out of the lines of the Grid Reports. This is the first time I have experienced this, so something is happening. After I closed down the multiple open windows on the 13022013 (each date in this year, were there is two of each digit is important); the total over-use of me from the GA and their allied to make me broadcast their agenda and their needs regarding Earth and what they want it to become (primarily a place for the angelic races, which is fine for me, but not really how things work in the big picture, taking the evolution of the angelic beings, i.e. solar and lunar beings, are only one half of creation) and my co-operation with Serapheyia (my dear solar friend in many timelines here on Earth in my multiple-life “raid” to accomplish as much information as possible to do the job on this timeline here and now, when the Quarantine is lifted) almost took the best of me in the last month of 2012 and the first of 2013.

They were around me every day, giving me messages and drawing on my own solar energy, making me wanting to stagnate in the solar levels of my template – as you recall I said something like; thank god (!) for returning to my solar side (the old female Taraian levels in me) and being connected to Serapheyia, the joy and happiness of those beings are always uplifting and I just love it. They have secured the correct “temperature” of my heart and my energetic system for decades, giving me hope, when I was lost, giving me compassion when I felt exhausted etc. Without the angelic realties I would not have made it to this point, but the invasion of my capacity to bring forth information and to more or less run over me until the day I said stop, still puzzle me; that is the extent on how humanity, the ones in progress of remembering and the ones not remembering are under the spell of both sides; the negative and the stellar and angelic realities as well. Serapheyia told me once that her original areas had to expand, which was why they came to our solar system. Remember our solar system is not a “real” system, but one created out of the Grid/matrix from Tara; the parts being sucked into this density level through the portals of the Sun, creating 12 planets, incl. our Earth, on a much lower density level than the one stemming from the original Grid. The Grid from Tara is the true Grid or the reactivated Grid. In that respect the angelic realities were here first, when the Grid settled in those areas, they started to work with it, creating the basic structures of our Earth, and then the true humanity, the stellar races, came later on and the peace was over. An exaggeration naturally, but the peace for the angelic light beings was, considering their very peaceful evolution and non-violence approach to everything. Naturally the stellar races corrupted some of the angelic beings etc. etc. you know the stories.

The angelic beings do have “dark beings” in their own evolution, but the darkness there has other properties than the darkness within the stellar races. One of the days I almost succumbed under the pressure of angelic beings wanting me to recruit human helpers, or human deceased wanting the same thing, I called for help and Gabriel came!!

Seriously!!! Gabriel belongs to a warrior caste of the angelic realities and used the old hologram to connect to me. Well, what do you know, I would never have believed that, but he/she told me that it had to do with the levels in me having reached the timelines, in my template and remembering them in this body, where I was present on Earth aka as a follower of Yeshua and once more, the many sad and bad stories of the archangels within the handed over material of whomever and whatever had to be revised again within me. The juxtaposing of realities is somewhat confusing, but this is the conditions working with the template, holding both lineages and strands of the angelic realms and the stellar human realms.

For now I am back in a human stellar strand, which I will term the commander, because it is the strong energy within me; the one having driven me my whole life and it is the part which stems from Tara/Gaia. This level is also connected to the Taraian Priesthood and the time there as well as the memories I hold from Mars, so this strand has a lot of juice in it. The warrior/priestess is a balanced mixed strand of what we understand as masculine and feminine. The same being, which in the peaceful times of Tara took on a female stellar body, working primarily with crystals, angelic powers and children, is the same consciousness which in war times become a male and general, facing the darker realities of the stellar realms of humanity. How this is possible – do not ask, I guess the reality of the true worlds is so much different than the ones here. I think the natural order of the template is a combined angelic/stellar or solar/stellar strand, where the feminine angelic realities hold the more masculine stellar human consciousness in place, giving it the softness is so often lacks. What I mean is: what we have learned to understand as a gender thing is, as I see it, not such a thing, but an energetic distinction of how energy works and expresses itself, hence the stellar races are “masculine”, i.e. what we normally understands as masculine features and the angelic realities are feminine, i.e. what we normally understands as female features. The old tale of how the Elohims created man in their likeness (Gen. 1,26) is then to be understood as the how the “gods” expressed their energy: Into the stellar races as the symbolic representation of the masculine archetypes of consciousness and the angelic races as the symbolic representation of the female archetypes of consciousness in this part of reality. The story is a representative tale, or myth, and not how things actually were back then, because the angelic and stellar races were already in play long time before any “god” of Earth created anything, including the Elohims of this area.

It is also very clear that the feminine angelic reality is now only represented on Earth in nature and the animal kingdom, which by the way, has been positioned along with half of the earthly population as a less worthy part of god’s creation, cf. the second creational myth about Adam and Eve and man´s dominion over Earth, nature and animals; not difficult to see the agenda behind this myth and the overall purpose of it. YHWH, the one being I have seen or the collective he stems from, have successfully managed to brainwash not only the Jews, but rest of humanity as the successors of this religion in both Christianity and Islam, having their grounds based on the same divine power of One god. The god from the Old Testament is really not a very nice stellar being; he is seriously grumpy and hates humanity.

The whole idea of having a warrior and a priestess active within me, in this part of my work within the areas of Earth, is to work with two sides in me; the builder of worlds and nurturing the angelic realities (they are the true builders of things), i.e. the priestess, and the protector of this side of me, i.e. the warrior. The warrior is not here to fight in any battle, but to protect me and in order to do so I have to hold some sort of rank; that is the help from Gabriel and the soldiers I encountered today. You see; my inner world and the outer is becoming blurred – welcome to the new reality without the Quarantine, where reality barriers break down.

And that the warrior has arisen again – the first couple of days after the permeability of the RL, I was positioned within the priestess and the angelic realities (Kielah is my human name in this form) - has to do with energies arising within the Grid of Earth and the whole purpose of my staying here is becoming clearer and clearer to me.

After this long prelude to the main point in this post is - da da da – the checkerboard reality!

The reality fields of Earth have turned into a checkerboard reality of white and dark rubrics, and we are the players of it; either willingly and strategically smart or unwillingly being used by the many traversing, exploiting or passing through foreign species coming here to regenerate, while preying on humanity until the newcomers learn the correct behavior. For now the whole area, despite its division into various major parts as I have told about in the Grid Reports today (you remember the three major parts, perhaps even four, but the fourth is somewhat blurry to me) and this is all fine and good, but meanwhile, while we wait for the division to finally take place in 2047 and be enforced into a waterproof reality, where the ones belonging to 1) the restoration areas, cf. the MCEO and the deals Al-Hum-Bhra have made on their part, 2) the dark areas under the Clans of the Thetans and 3) the remaining Earth being reintegrated into Tara and the original Grid from here; some of it being a part of the angelic evolution and another goes back to Tara following the soul fragments and lost citizens from the fall. Still there is a fourth, but I cannot see it clearly…ahh it is the area for the new races and the Earth they intend to grow out of that, cf. the last meeting I was escorted out from, when I was at the Council back then; hmm intriguing now I am officially curious. So all in all we are living in a checkerboard reality and we better wake up very quickly, if we want to navigate on the right fields of the board.

The next five years will determine how high we can climb the energetic ladder in this life ending in the final division for this generation in 2047, and the new generations will be ready to outlive their part of the checkerboard reality and the divided reality fields. You can already spot the different inhabitants amongst the youth and the so-called crystal etc. children. If you have eyes to see with you can see that many of the so-called crystal etc. children are not benign beings. If things had gone differently they would have taken on another soul capacity, being the scalar fields of various energies as the crystal children are amongst many other things such as containers for higher stellar beings, either progressive or digressive, so those bodies are now being used as the beginning of the regeneration process.

The division and so forth and what was to happen in 2012 have been orchestrated on other reality fields – as a set of different possibilities - and the state of the CCF is now pulling those realities into play. There were other realities at stake, but the FA and the rigidness in the minds of humanity managed to steer us in this direction (see Grid Reports of today), contrary to the many angelic voices in the beginning of the process as you could read out of my posts back then. I really would have loved to be a stellar human in the “Christ”, solar, angelic compassion realities, or the equivalent Buddhist-Tara goddess archetype of compassion on the Buddhi levels of reality, but nothing is finally settled yet, but unless we do a serious conscious job to change things, the hardcore 5D realities of stellar communities are what we have to live with until we die.

From what I have seen today humanity is no longer just humanity and the many different strands of DNA in the common human bio-field, the DOTO body, can easily be changed into a carrier of an alien “soul”, to use that expression, taking into account that most human beings, the common DOTO, had no singular higher being, but belonged to the APIN matrix and the consciousness field of the Originals, which is gone now.

Not to scare you, but do you get the overall picture as I see it? Well, luckily for you, you can choose your own reality and create a field of totally different experiences, cf. the checkerboard and I would recommend you to do so. Avoid the chemtrails and the NWO ideas, avoid the covert government and the Grey hybrid experimentation program, avoid the Luciferian old religious regime and the massive ideas from the period which lead to Atlantis, avoid the old need for salvation and the need to belong to a god, divine beings, hierarchies and helping agencies, making you a sitting duck for the old regime of FA and the many newcomers, having the consciousness we yet are to regain, and avoid the fearbased teachings of humanity being a slave race etc. Choose the best possible idea for humanity and the afterlife you want to have, so when you leave Earth, you are at least the one to decide where you are going.

I have chosen my path and I am here to gather my kin, help Tara into raising the quantum of light by getting my old friends to wake up, come home and help in restoring Tara and hence Gaia. We start here, collecting as much information as we can and as a result we can redo the many mistakes that were made in those timelines; sounds like sci-fi? Well, it sort of is in my mind, but this is the coherent picture which is ticking into my brain. As the many new voices and as I have said all along, the Panergeia Project are for the old travelers of this Universe, and that means the original humanity of Tara and other places and I am here to gather you, as one of many, and to bring you home so my teachings, ideas and energy work is related to this area; the Taraians long awaited.

I said today in the Grid Reports: Now is the time to remember your tribe and to reactivate your signet, emblem or tribal symbol into the Grid, marking that you have caught what you came here to catch in the first place. When the Grid broke loose from Tara, we followed it here to regain it, to restore it and to heal our true planet: put your mark on the Grid where you are and we can start the journey back home, in victory and with the Grid, as well as the soul fragments belonging to it, and we will celebrate when we leave. But before that, we have work to do, so the Panergeia Project has officially started.

Posted by Randi Green   http://panergeiaproject.blogspot.dk/2013/02/checkerboard-reality.html